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12-22-06

Not yet... gotten rid of it but it isn't as bad as it was.
I don't feel that intense unpleasant feelings and beeing obssed by the same thoughts that this world sucks and that I am injusticed by it.
I still kinda believe the same things but not just beeing so obssed with them, and not letting them hurt my soul.
I still got major emotionally changes from feeling good to feeling like shit and feeling I don't want to do anything ideeas.
I am how do they call it, hypersensible, and also a bipolar syndrome that is usually asociated with depression.

Anyway I didn't had major cronic depression.
I have been having this for... an year and something. It was just the start of it.

And since we are in the truth chapter:
I didn't went to any docs, I don't take any pills, (-these things could change although)
All I know is that I felt very unpleasent, very painfull in the middle of your soul, like shit, you can't describe that feeling.
I had this attacks for the period of an year and also the usual feeling that was in my heart wasn't unpleasnet and pesimistic and stuff.
And after a year I found out on the almighty net what is depression.
I got almost all of the symptoms things, and also the causes (like stress and shit).
And on tests about depression I got positive with room to spare.

So that's my goody story... now you know as much as I do.
And yeah I'm still a little depressif and crazy around here.
(P.S read also my post on the other similar thread about introducing yourself)


fell, fuck and fight depression.
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