Read again points 2 and 3 of the specifications.
There isn't just a hypothesys that's "plaguing" my mind. There are several of them that lead to many implications. Implications which are complex and quite hard to understand (especially for the guys who haven't done philosophy).
I want to take things in steps, an an open discussion. It will be much better than just posting all stuff.
And also I don't want to write pages of stuff now, and rewrite them several times until I put them in a good form.
Just give me a chance goddamnit.

But if you want it this way, okay I will make another step.

There are two main groups:
I.Material/external world
1.objects of the material world.

II.Inner world which is the human, basically you. And you got:
1.Feelings
2.Thoughts
3.and you make Actions

But what about this things?
They just exists in a random way?
No they can't.
They are bounded by rules.

So tell me wiseguy which are the rules of action and influence betwen all this things?
When does a feeling happen?
Which are the categories of feelings?
What goal can we see that the feelings have.
What is your tendency to do actions?

What consequences does the anwers to the said above questions has?
The theory of determinsim and consequences are you a spectator to your life?
If everything exists then the implications on morality, ethics. What is good what is bad?
What matters for you in this life? Not what you exists but what you feel.
If this world was made that you feel sometimes very unpleaseant, or some people does have a very sufering life (like depression) what does it lead us to?
That this world doesn't care anything about us. There isn't any God or plan to point that this world cares about you.
And other implications that the anwers to the questions had that you could find out.

And I'm not gonna fuckin' write a several pages post.
So this is why I want it to make a discussion cause it would be way much better.
Better for you understanding, and for me writing.
So this is why, I'm doing this my way.
And yeah maybe I started with to obvious things, but that's the best start that came out of my mind.
(I changed the color of the text to empahsize it for you).

Now I'm out of here I don't have any mood to post things.

That's it, next posts we will be talking about the first questions, about the rules. (if I will want to )