I've decided to put myself in the mental health clinic cause I really don't see a point to living anymore, I don't wanna hurt nobody so I'm not gonna freak out and OD on tylenol or nothing, but basically this cycle of work 16 hours, sleep 8 is retarded and Im done with it. If I'm crazy I might as well collect what SSI I have while I still can. Hell I kinda miss being told when I can piss and having pretty nurses strap me to a bed and shoot me up with haldol. Anything would be better than living here by myself, miserable and slightly homocidal. I'll probably end up doing something stupid on the outs anyways.