i am not exactly sure what i want out of life yet. i know that i am slow on that process. that doesn't mean i am stupid. most people who know what they want out of life. they keep on having to change their mind a lot when they find other interest and can never stick to something. for the one's that have no idea. at least they aren't having to change their mind a lot saying how i am going to do this and how i am going to do that. they just roll with it. until something will come along. besides stop looking at life and just have fun with it. i mean hell you only get one life anyway. you should spend it as you please. besides i'm living in the now and not the future.

but i don't like how people have to be pressured and pushed. into doing something with their lives. i don't like that at all. i mean shit. they are having kinder garden having to decide what they want to be.. but their ideas change.

what have you gotten out of your life?