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Nelg · **locked in my house -** 09-26-06

I could use a little advice right about now.

Now this isn't the normal locked in my house, it's because I've become terrified, scared shitless, to the point where the attic has became me new roost.

No it's not the kind where 'oh crap this guy is a fruit and he's going to go on a killing rampage' because well... for one I lost my guns, and two I don't care much for killing things.

No I'm scared because I may become a cripple.

It's not an exciting thing. I mean I could totally dig having my left arm being mangelled, and then getting an awesome wooden arm to beat people with. After many 'Professional' opinions it seems I have the back of an 60 year old man and it's steadily growing worse.

it started when I was 13 I had constant backpain yet I kept working out and doing physical labor, then just recently I tore a muscle in my back. it was back on the mend... then I fell down the stairs because my back litterally folded. and now it's to the point that my whole back locks up when walking for too long.

Now I have no idea if any of you are crippled but this is one person that could really use some help, from anyone right about now.

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