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Dark_female · 09-17-06

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Originally Posted by VioletShiver

I find that a lot of time goes into thinking about how life should be lived/experienced and what should/could be done which through some strangled route leads to divine inspiration...and then suddenly it's time to do something necessary yet mundane. I know i'm not the only one...but look i'm not saying it's like this ALL the time, but fairly often. Being easily bored is a bad thing, and generally everything comes down to motivation. A lot of life is lived mentally and we work with what we've got to try and translate that into action. Sometimes it turns out better, and it's usually always a suprise so your friends and lovers are always entertained :p

Well said, I agree with you entirely on that but allow me to add my own personal twist. I live my life balancing my inner self with the world outside me. In the past I have been unhappy because I have delved to much in my inner world, became alone, very lost.

As a child I never had much interest in school cause I was focused mainly on the inner me. Just now I have figured out who I am and am now trying to catch up with the knowlege of my peers that I've missed out on.

I know it'll take some hard work to catch up to them but I know that the inner work I did as a child has brought me to a place where I'm strong enough to push through and attain that knowlege. So lately, I try to live my life asting as happy as I can, trying to bring other people up with me instead of feeding the dis-ease that has come to the world. So far, it's brought me more happiness then I could have ever asked for.

Peace

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