i've had to answer this question, in my recent seeking and came to the conclusion that it was the roman catholic church that let me down...god was just sort of the patsy that was easier for me to blame...

i've actually been reading the bible, might as well get to know what i'm so against...and actually i've come to the conclusion god is amazingly patient...i would have sent the israelites back to egypt when they started whining about the bitter water and mana...i suppose god's not the sort of parent that has to say..."don't make me turn the car around" but after all the miracles he pulled off to free them and they whine because they don't have sweet water and are travelling through the wilderness with egyptian gold...i suppose i can understand why he lets us get away with so much.


we actually like the water and make our own mana.