I work at a meaningless job just about every day, have to cook dinner most nights, go out and get wasted beyond recall, and between the hours of 2 to 5 am I spend on the phone with my boyfriend. At least 4 times a week I dedicate an hour to playing my sax and working out, which isn't all its cracked up to be. I like to try and stay busy but I still end up sleeping for most of the day and night.