Wow! you wrote A LOT since I was last here. It's great you have a journal again, I love reading your thoughts and opinions on the things that happen to you, you're so very honest about things.
I know what you mean about making yourself laugh too, I sometimes come here and vent things out, and at the time I'm really really angry and it feels great to get it off my chest. The day after I'll read what I wrote in a calmer mood and it just makes me chuckle - I think it's healthy to be able to laugh at yourself.
xx