honey, that's just humor. if you want to delve into 'who abused you as a child?," we can. i'm sure it was a family member, and not just once but several times, which is probably what drove you into lesbianism in the first place. after all that 'emotional truama' you found a man that a) didn't physically abuse you, b) would listen to you and c) was open for your sexual escapades. based on that you decided he was your 'soul mate.'

unfortunately, the advice window has already closed on your life. you moved too fast with your current man. just because he represented the 75% of the population that could relate or understand you he automatically became some mythical relationship creature. on top of that you don't have the common sense to use birth control, which has left you pregnant. in a few months you'll be a mother, the nice lady that nourtures her kids, but you still want to get fucked in the cunt while another guy hogs out your asshole.

it's pretty obvious that you moved way too fast. you need years and years of psychiactric help.


so, you want some advice? that's pretty easy...

comprehend that you're a mother now. your days of being a threesome whore should be over. learn how to take care of a child, especially since, i bet, you'll be a single mother before the kid is 10 years old. figure out that 'fucked-up childhoods' usually repeat themselves, because the parents surround themselves with people that represent their past. and be proactive. look, watch, listen and understand what your kid is doing, it's obvious that your parents never did that for you, otherwise they woud've protected you from the bad things in your childhood.