sad hmm? lets go through my day to describe sad for me, I got up. my normal depressed self when I'm alone. Hmmm Maybe thats the problem I spend to much time alone. I went into work and everyone acted really funny around me, they wouldn;t talk to me, so I made some jokes got them to laugh with me and join in a chorus of we are the champions... a few hours later people ignored me again. It is after all just me. I went to the store and picked up a cd for a co-worker that I knew she wanted, I got a hug so I was happy again. when I got home I was alone, my family had gone out for a new years day party again and left me left overs, I spend most of my holidays this way by myself, usually locked up in my room. I sat around some old friends got online when I did so we talked laughed now they all have me on ignore, seems like I'm just a wall decoration, good 'ol me there to cheer you up every time, lets not worry about me. It seems like the more I try to get people to like me, the more I make them laugh, the more I buy them things I know they love. The more the take me for granted... Good 'ol me, always there when you need him.