since I woke this morning I have been so sad,

I have a 2 year old daughter who is my world my heart and a good part of my soul,
well right now she is with her father and the hardest part about it is I just recently moved from Alaska(where she is) to Missouri to take this job and all alroud better myself but I hate being so far away fom her.

It's been almost a year since he took her from and I hate all this custody
bullshit and I'm trying to fly her down her for a visit so she canbe her around the time her brother is born but her father is all like "well I don't have money to do blah blah blah" that although I have offered to pay her ticket and half of his an top of my round trip ticket to fly there and pick her up. but he has been saving for a trip to europe to go to missonary school.

he used to be an etremely awesome guy until he left me for religion and an ex who lives in poland,(who dumped him a month later.)

nobody really has to reply to this I just needed to get of my chest.
my beautiful Lavinya.