just another thing is wrong of me to ask him to quit drinking?
I mean i gave up drinking smoking weed and ciggarettes not that I'm complaining i want everything about my son to be as perfect as i can help it be, but when we are siiting after work and he starts getting buzzed it seems the only thing i can think about is how much i despise him for it and also how much i would love a nice cold frosty black butte at that moment.
but it's also that from past experience i want nothing like that around my newborn angel and i'm really going need his help with Jacan but will not allow him to even come near his son if he's been drinking.
i lived with my mom for a little while w/ my daughter after my ex left me the third time cuz she said she would help but one night while Lavinya was taking a nap i got in the shower i heard a crashing noise got out and my drunk mother had fallen down almost on top of my baby trying to get her after she awoke. I just don't think things like that should be around babies and he is pretty dependent on it I've asked to start slowing down on it at least, but still i'm really worried.