That is where it all happens. To be perfectly honest, high school isn't real life in any sense; it's this microcosm in which people spend the most influential years of their lives experimenting all their new-found "powers" on other people. It's a pissing contest, in other words. You will never fit in with everybody; I wouldn't even bother trying to fit in with most people. In fact, I didn't. They were some of the worst years of my life, but conversely, the years following high school were the best years of my life, because everyone seems to realize that categorization is pretty much a waste of energy.

Sadly, you just gotta wait; the word "never" is *never* applicable when it comes to these kinds of issues. It sucks to hear that, because you'd much rather fix the problem right now, but that would involve impossible or unnecessary change. You seem like a good guy, so I doubt you're the kind to ruin your own reality.

Just count down the years, brotha. It's fun.