All i want out of life is true happiness and true love. But i need to stop looking for it...cuz they say it comes when you least expect it or some shit like that. Plus how the fuck can i make someone happy and love someone when i hate myself more then anything and when i hate life right now?

But right now all i'm worried about is getting myself better. I need to get my knee fixed, back up on my horse everyday, back to the gym everyday, and i need to get myself happy.