I dont know what it is... but seriously, I have issues trusting humans... and I have troubles getting to like them... I wish I knew why I dislike them so...

People in my school hate me or fear me because I, well am different... then I go to school, and my teacher belittles me because I was a couple minutes late because of the hospital group testing... people there make me feel like a pariah, like I will never truly fit in or at all.

then there is my family, I find it kind of odd, that I can hate those that so close with such passion... I mean seriously, what kind of mum tells her child that he was the result of margaritas?

Should I just stop caring? Should I just look out for me? or should I look out for someone else?

Everyday, I wonder what people tell me, would the world be better off without me? I still wonder, maybe their right...

Someone, please, help me out here...