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10-18-05
i have a trusting issue with them... i have no luck into have women for friends... because they are either two face, want to control me, use, or take advantage of... but since i won't let them do that... i don't have them in my life... i'm seriously by myself.. but once when and if i were to have a women for a friend... i don't know how to trust her without thinking that "all women are the same and they are bitches and blah blah blah"
how do i get better? i'm most like to get male for friends alot better then what i would with women... but i don't want males and so i want women for friends... males are fine to have as a friends and only friends and nothing more... i just feel lonely not having any women friends... but its hard to trust them if you have been hurt by alot of women your whole intire life time... i don't get hurt by males... but still i want to try with women... except i don't know how to try or trust without thinking "is she going to hurt me... yes or no?"
in friends... i just don't want to get hurt and each time i do get hurt i go crazy.. and go crazy each time. |