Yes. Thank you all. I apologize if I came across as overbearing. I've been all over the place lately. I told my doctor today about the homicidal urges and rage, and we're working on it.
I didn't come here for advice, really. I mostly just needed to vent. Vent so badly. I feel better now - self-esteem, confidence, etc. beginning to creep back.
And I'm not depressed. Simply grieving. It's over.
DID therapy is horrible lol. I think they might take me off dexamphetamine while I'm feeling like violent. It depends on who I am for any length of time.
I'm talking too much. Dangerous. Blah.

Anyway...Thanks

On a side note: Madpoet is not a goth. And that vampire reference was purely metaphorical.