You gotta get out and do stuff, you know, get the

body to remember itself, that way you will be ready,

Can't be smoking all that weed now, I have to

remember that I have a lung condition. Well I just

reiterate being active, because, well, you have to

be ready. I was told all the poison in your mouth

goes straight to your heart, and I wonder if it's

true, my heart's been doin some funny things lately,

literally, I don't know, saying weird stuff. It may

be just me. She says her name is Mary, that's the

feminine version of my own name, only inferior to

mine I suppose. Sometimes my hands do things they

don't want to do, like they'll pick up a blade I

don't want to scare myself but there's a muscle in

my arm that's beyond that of my self-control, it's

that of another's. Windows must be restarted to

complete the installation, we'll see about that. And I don't know why this all pasted out with huge spaces but I'm too preoccupied to scuffle amidst it.