Ok here is the situation, my Gf well fiance have been going out for about 2 years and i asked her to marry me valintines day and she said yes, well any way she met this guy earlyer in the year and she had made plans to do stuff with him like go to the movies, only they were suppose to mess around and shit, well i took that and still stayed with her, things got a little better but not much.....well more stuff like that happened and they did some "Late" night talking on the phone and shit, well ne wayz about 3 weeks ago she fuckin cheated on me with him and stuff and I dumped her, i love her to death but then she gives me these: It was only for 20 minutes then i stopped because i coulnt cheat on you, I pushed him away, i thought of you the whole time, im sorry i love you, and some other bullshit, I've been depressed and destroyed by it since, i love her soo much butim sick of getting hurt, the entire time we were going out she treated me like shit and i took it cuz i loved her, even when we broke up she invited him over the night we were suppose to go to a party and she basicly picked on me and flirted the entire time with him, until i got him to wresle and i beat the shit out of him. she keeps telling me he was annoying and she will never do anything like that again...Im very sure im not going to go with her again, but i also blame myself....CAN ANYONE PLEASE GIVE ME SOME WORDS OF ADVICE ON WHAT I SHOULD DO, OR BE FEELING, IS IT EVEN MY FAULT...?