| it's my fucking turn to bitch. hear it or don't. -
06-30-05
i had a friend over yesterday... she's completely insane about the guy she's dating. she's 14 and her parents have her on birth control. she couldn't use condoms, no, she's to good for that! at least that's sometihng that bitch wouldn't forget to do... anyway, we were watching Final Destination 2 again, and the fucking cunt sat up in my damn room and started wretching. she went to the bathroom to try to make herself puke, and so far, i have no idea what the fuck is wrong with her. she came back in my room and started shaking and pacing and crying and talking about how she couldn't remember if she took 1 too many birth control pills, and she had me call her stupid boyfriends house at 12 a.m. and tell him what was wrong with her. then, at 12 in the god dammned morning, while my psycho parents were asleep, her fucking redneck disgrace showed up at my house, just after she puked on my sidewalk outside, and stood up claiming that "life is great!" and then, there was the awkward moment when they sat there, clinging to each other and i was left in the dark with all of the outside pets gathered at my feet watching them. she decided to leave. so, i went and passed out in my room and 6 hours later, my dad woke me up and i was left to try to explain this shit to him, and he starts yelling at me about liability, and neglegence, and how i should've told him what was going on. honestly, i may be stupid to some extent, but i do have morals. i am not going to wake my parents up close to 1 in the morning and tell them that "my retarded attention seeking friend needs her boyfrined here to hug her, and she MIGHT leave, but i'm not sure, is that okay, daddy dearest?".......he would've shot me. fuckning hilljack....i have to do his laundry, isn't that disgusting? i dont even get paid for that shit. i'm so fucked up that i go to therapy for fun.
I APOLOGIZE
i would like to apologise to anyone who bothered to read all of this. i'm sorry you were exposed to even that much of my life and i hope it does not hinder you in any way. |