ok well my family has left to go to cloud croft. they will be gone for two days. i wanted to stay home because

1. that would be a short trip

2. there is nothing up there to begin with

so i would pretty much rather stay home. i'm glad i have the whole intire house to my self.

at the moment i'm listening to the smashing pumpkins. eventhough my cd is scratched up and i haven't changed the sound of it.
because

1. it is relaxing

2. i'm lazy

3. i really don't give a shit

4. i'm imitating it and maybe soon with the scratched up beats... i'll make a rap song out of it.

but i'm just sitting here going "duh"

i have my collection of beer from last night. i'll get my self to clean my room today but i feel really tired though.

i think this week my friend carly should be coming back.