from six(sic)sixxx

so, i had a long, long talk with our dear old shy shy here, and she's confessed something to me that she's just a lil' to shocked about to write in her journal, so she's asked me to do it for her.....

well, as some of you may know, shy shy here has takin' a liking to strippers; so we got to talking, about this "Psycka" and some other stippers, and how shy shy's just so bashful around them itz cute.....so, she asked me what i thought of it.....and occured to me, that shy shy's interest in strippers is simply the fact that said women are open with their sexuality....they are open with their bodies.....shy shy, who many of us know, is not so open about said things......so she asks, "well, why's that?"

and it occured to me, that our dear shy shy here might have "vagina anxiety" (if thatz the correct term)....so i asked her if she perhaps, has issues with her vagina....perhaps, she wished she was a boy.....and naturally, she protested

so, moving on with our discussion, we start talking about sex......and shy confided in me that she doesn't masturbate....and i, thinking she lied, asked her why....well, she then told me that she's tried it once or twice, but felt uncomfortable about it, and didn't like it.....she thereby confided in me, as the topic grew, that when "fooling around" with girls, she doesn't really feel aroused when someone touches her vagina....

so naturally, i told her that she does indeed have some issues with being a woman....more so with having a vagina.....and at last, she confided in me, that yes, she does have issues with her vagina....she doesn't like it, nor knows how to like it....and she wishes she were a boy.....

perhaps, as a boy, she might be able to get more women; perhaps even enjoy the pleasure of sex.......

itz something she told me she's never told anyone else, save maybe a few close friends, and all this was very emotional for her to deal with......but, as we continued talking about it, she finally confided that although she wishes to be a boy, she doesn't want to have a sex change operation but doesn't know how she'll ever come to love herself as a woman.........

so naturally, i told her that such issues aren't too uncommon, especially amidst homosexuals, but even heterosexuals have this problem....especially women.......but, itz something that must be dealt with, and is a serious issue........this confession alone is a good step in resolving said issue, and i think it helps explain some of those lingering questions we all have as to exactly who shy shy is........