lol, I could use some advice...

I need to be self-sufficient so I can dump my bf. (He's an ass, that's another story) Currently I stay home and take care of my son. I need to get a job. (I'm not that picky, so this part shouldn't be that difficult) However, I don't have anybody to look out for my son but me. (He's 5) He has special needs (he's deaf) and can't just be cared for by any old person. I don't have the cash to just plop him in some special daycare or anything and the chance of me finding a job that has daycare is soooo far fetched that it might as well not even be an option. (Can you say, stuck?)

I joke about it, but that's only cause things have been good the last few days. However, it really is a very serious problem, and well, it could be detrimental to my health and happiness to not have this resolved soon. If you have any suggestions (anybody actually) by all means, let me know.