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Lenina · 03-15-05

I had this debate with myself (and others) a little while ago as I was considering turning to satanism...

Trouble is... I hate organized religon and to me (after reading The Satanic Bible) satanism is just another religous sect that I can not abide...

I chose to be without religon and stick by my own philosophy (some of which is exteracted from the Satanic Bible)

I'm a humanist... I believe that if someone wrongs me, I will take my revenge... I believe that negative people in my life are to be cast out of my life... I believe that whatever I hope for or want in life I must do it on my own.

I believe that if I do something wrong, I will atone for it and never make the same mistake again... If I do then I obviously didn't feel that bad about it and I am not that sorry.

Again, with the whole guilt thing... I believe that it is a pointless emotion that stops us from growing as people. I think that all of the wrongs I did made me feel guilty but I am not going to dwell upon them. I see them as turning points in my life and I grow as person each time I fuck up.

I see a few of my luxuries (as some people would put them as 'habits') as something I enjoy doing (like smoking) I do not see them as weaknesses as I chose and enjoy these activities. I believe that people are stupid, they live for a death that is really, uncertian and me... I live for the here and now because that is all I have that I know I am certain of.

I believe in love, to those who deserve it, I believe that I can't love everyone and I believe that love and hate are two instints that man can not live without. I believe in following my instincts and embrace who I am and embrace life. I question everything, to the point where I become so doubtful that I can not trust many people and even those people I trust arouse doubt in my mind. Why? Because I want the knowledge denied to the people who walk blindly...

Do I believe in god? Do I believe in the Devil? Absolutely not. They were created by man in order to control and deny us the exact thing we live for... That is being alive and embracing who we are deep down... We are mammals with instincs, just like any dog, cat, lion, tiger, ape etc...

Yeah thats my philosophy... heh

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