Now i know this is the friendship board,
but i didn't see the advice board.

I have a beautiful daughter who is a year old,
I love her very much she is my pride and joy.

O.k. here is where things get a little wierd,
there was a girl I had been friends with for about a year and a half and I trusted her completely,
she is 19 and almost naive she has no family that i'm aware of and had no friends when i met her.
Over the past year I've done just about completly everything i could to help her. ie drove her to and from work loaned her 400 hundred dollars to get her apartment hooked her up with nice guys when she said she was lonely.
there's tons more but all little things here and there.

well about 3 weeks ago she stopped calling stopped coming over.
well about 2 weeks ago lavinya mae(my baby girl) was taken from me by the office of childrens services,
the next day I found out it was "my friend" who had called them, she called them and told them that among other things I am a crackhead that I am abusing 10 different pills and I poured several cups of hot coffee on my baby.
well before you form any opinions please let me explain some things.
yes i was a crackhead 2 and a half years ago, But when i found out i was pregnant I put it down FOREVER,
then the whole pill thing, my mom commit suicide in november by overdosing on pills why am i gonna turn around and use them.
and thirdly I can't understand why anyone in there right mind would pour scalding coffee on any innocent child,
Iwas abused and neglected in just about every way shape and form as a child and I had been doing efrything i could to make sure my own child never endured such pain.
I'm going crazy without her it's been 2 weeks or more and i still wake up at 8 inthe morning and expect to see her morning smile and change her andfeed her i miss her so badly.

please anyone who has any advice or just anything that seems helpful please.