because i'm all contradictory like that. and a lot of people see obeseity as that persons fault completely and totally and sometimes it is. but in some case like mine it was an outside factor. I have on of the smallest appetites of all my friends, i don't over eat i don't like junk food and i exersiise a lot and i'm still having trouble with weight loss because my body is fucked from being raped with chemicals so i could live. thats why i shared the story. I know t had a point but mostly people or just letting their prejudices hanf out and thats kinda annoying.