Isn't it strange how the World changes. Those four years have past like blink of eye, they were good ones, filled with emotions and movement. Hell, was I so naive back there? Afraid of challange and jet always longing for an adventure. And now my first collage exams are about to beggin and I am turning twenty. It was nice to be kid but something deep in me is telling IT'S OVER. Well now I cannot go back it is real adventure that one called LIFE, finally. No I am not sad more eager just like before the first kiss, but still I am losing something. Well most of you don't remember me as I wasn't realy in that forum thing, but I was here wishing that some things never happned so wars won't come but they did. Jet still I belive we are the ones with choise even more now when I study Science of religion. No not even beautiful and wise Prof. Mary Bockover who shared her wisdom during my first two lessons of Dao can turn me into actionless guy. I don't dare call myself man because I am not real one. Jet part of me already works like that. Leaving things and people on their own. I AM LEAVING THEM. No more am I guardion of their path, their slaver more correctly. But who am I now? Student of LIFE? That was always my job, but what else? Do I need anything else? And why am I pushed so quickly, I developed more in months than I had before in years. Whatfor should I be prepared? And how can I fullfill all that I wish. Learn to play violin, study, herbalism, fencing, make my own clothes...earn money, cook,...and love...yes realy learn LOVE. At first I thought I would just ask you fellows, but I am at peace.
Perheps you could give me few tips how to fill MY time, perheps someone will recall our time here together and perheps when I am realy lucky few would add blessing of their own. Surely you have mine.
All what is left is to chose name but that choise is mine..... or isn't it?