Oh, I hear you there; my self-esteem is also in the gutter. But, what you should try to do to make yourself feel better is stop ostracizing yourself. People 'round here seem to have issues with you, and said issues could easily be resolved by not doing whatever it is you're doing. Ergo, perhaps cooling your jets is a good idea.

I'm willing to forgive and forget; I do it all the time. However, I require $20.