ah you edited it..hmmm

i dont think your sick or twisted, your not even shocking, you actually come acorss as quite sad, not sad as in looser, sad as in unfifilled, somehting in life happend to you and you feel like you need to strike out. unfortunatly you allowed this to carry you away.

in fact you are like alot of people...many i have come across, and choosing satanism doesnt make you stand out anymore than a christian. in fact i have one bloke in my class who also enjoys others hurt and hurting others.....and he's a dork. he wont ever be any good not only at martial arts but at any form of combat because he's too busy hating the world and himself, too much denial, walking around in his highlander coat, thinking he sounds hard or mysterious...and he doesnt, well unless your gullable. theres lots of you out there.

12, thats nice, i chose to be vege at five, i was born into medieval reenactment and swordfighting and having won my fair share of battles from an early age i now teach it.

i think you seek attention too hard