Sorry, I have to disagree. It is me. In a way, it's like an egregore. A large part of myself I had to cut out and repress, and was given life by my secret longing for it. It will never leave me. It can't. It doesn't exist outside of myself. I think the merging I'm working towards will simply be me reintegrating this part of myself.

I think all of the things you have predicted will happen with me will happen with or without an extra goddess on the side. These are things I am working towards anyway, and am making fairly good headway on. I think I can manage on my own. If gods and goddesses are real and she'd like to help, fine. Can't pass up an opportunity like that, now can I?

(btw, I thought it would amuse you that I accidentally seduced three guys at once last night, just by looking at them. It seems they all called my friend to tell her they were interested in me, and asked her to set us up. Oh, boy. Some new playthings. Yay. )


Oazaki, I posted a thread wondering why humanity/man/earth are at the center of all religions. Why don't the new, more advanced religions include other worlds, planets aliens, etc? Even the recently channeled Luciferian texts suggest that man is center stage in the grand (divine, heavenly, infernal) scheme of things. I have a hard time believing this. I was wondering what you thought about it?