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Oazaki · 03-02-04

hmmmm, green eyes, interesting. have to admit i didn't get that.

re:

Quote:

Originally Posted by Veredus

Well, what you've been calling a demon, I've been calling an aspect of myself. Like a split in my personality, only...more. Different. It's like an entity unto itself, but still me. It's androgynous, really, though it does tend to lean towards being male. I simply call it by it's name and leave out the she/he bit. It is pretty much as you described it, but far, far darker. I think of it as my essential self - the way I really am - that I've been forced to deny for most of my life. I agree on the bit about the chakras, though I don't think that is directly related to it. I think that's just this me - the one that's been repressing myself. It's sexuality is quite strong and together we are quite ravenous.

I think of my merging with it as simply merging with a truer version of myself. My Self at it's most pure.

it's not you, not at a deep spirit level. just as the godess that's coming ain't you. check this for yourself and be very certain of it. but all three souls will merge, learn from one another, and then seperate agian come 2013. during this process it would be of benefit if you flowed with the merging and the associated changes yet nevertheless maintained a very clear, and strong, sense of self, of who you yourself really are. kinda a paradoxical way to live, i know, but the deepest truths are always the union of opposites and appear at first glance to be paradoxical.

hope this helps.

all the best,
Oazaki.

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