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Originally Posted by Veredus
Well, actually I did share a lot of strong features with my father, and oddly enough I have moments when I look exactly like my grandmother in her youth. My father is gone, and grandma no longer has her youth, so I guess in a way that's true.
hey, that's kinda a charitable interpretation babe. i got a strong connection to your father (more so than to the rest of yr immediate family at least; though perhaps this is idealization, i dunno), but it didn't look to me as if you physically had very similar features, so i guess i failed to pick up on that one. didn't check grandparents, uncles, cousins etc
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Well, I did just tell you he was dead, so it's only natural you'd say you had a strong connection to him. No offense, but I pretty much gave that to you and you didn't mention knowing my dad before now.
I used to have this picture of us together when I was 10 or something, and the similarities were (to me) remarkable. The same smile, same jawline, same hair. I loved that picture, but I don't have it anymore. Some unknown, sneaky, vindictive little f*cker decided it was necessary to steal all of my things.......ulgh. (May he die a slow painful death.)
So how's my dad doing anyway, if you know?
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I am slightly more exotic looking than both of them, but I do definitely resemble certain family members.
fair enough. you looked different to your brother (you have a brother right? hope i didn't get that one wrong too!) and your mother. and your father also, more refined / gentler features in the latter case. big difference re: nose and cheekbones. also forehead a lot less "square" on you, and your face a lot more ounded generally. and eye shape different too, his deeper set and yours being very, very slightly slanted. very, very slightly so though. just the way the're shaped at the very outer corners, more a shape that a slant really. but an important facial characteristic i'd say. anyway, how close does that sound?
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Actually yes, I look different from my brother and my mother (both of which, for the record, I have mentioned on OF. Whether before or after you left I don't know). Yes my features are more refined (my uncle would say 'aristocratic'), but I chalk that up to being born a girl. Yes, my nose and cheekbones may be different, same for my forehead (which is not very square at all). But I haven't got a good picture of my dad around, so I couldn't really compare. Nor could I be honestly objective about my own features. I think you're right about my eyes, though. All in all, you've come closer than I expected.
Just out of curiosity, what colour do my eyes look to you? This isn't a loaded question, as my eyes appear differently to everyone. Just wondering. Testing a theory, if you will.
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you've *already* got some sort of entity within you. not exactly a demon, but close. he's actually alright though. it is he who gives you your strong pride and your strong desire for independence and makes you want to stand tall, free and independent. oh, and more pride on top of that too. he's localised in the top part of your torso, above heart chakra and up. which means that, currently, that's the area that most of your energies and so most of your desires are focused. chiron/aesclipius, mercury/vulcan and admeitus/erechtheus chakras if you're wondering. i'd also add that this means that the chakras below that level, and hence their qualities and attributes, are less active than otherwise they would be. which includes the sexual side of things too btw.
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So this demon is a seperate entity? Not a part of me or some extension of myself? You're sure it's a male?
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and then you've got the godess coming in / about to come in. and she'll take up the space from the heart chakra down. and so you'll have two entities + derdekea in one form. you'll be a trinity babe! i'll also add that they'll come a time when you'll fight for dominance/posession of the form. more like a test of wills really. when this occurs, fight your own battle as far as you're able, but call on me if you like. i'd be happy to help out if you request it. as i see it, it *is* your form after all...
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Yesh, the
unholy trinity.
Wow, it's going to get crowded in here. If this happens, it should be quite interesting, though.
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oh and finally re: the demon dude, just out of interest, why did you originally choose the name "derdekea"?
all the best babe,
Oazaki.
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I named a 'villain' in one of my stories Derdekea.
Originally Derdekea or Derdekeas was either a female or male (probably both) angel that brought salvation to mankind. Sort of a Jesus archetype I later discovered.
I chose the name because I like the sound, I like saying it, I like the way it looks, and the images it conjures, and the kinship I feel with the character of my story. (she was kind of the anti-saviour, though. long story).
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