I've already read the satanic bible and it doesn't really support what I believe at all.

My goal in life is to help other's, possibly at the expense of myself.

The satanic religion does not like that.

I believe in the presence of a loving and caring (though somewhat confusing) god.

The satanic church doesn't like that much either.

I have a strong sense of spirituality, and compassion for other's weaker then I. (Ok, sometimes stronger too. I admit it, I cry when I watch the news. You may laugh. *grin*)

The satanic church focus's on a reliance of self, which in itself isn't bad. You should never rely on other's to do what you CAN do for yourself. But at the same time it doesn't want you to aid anyone who cannot do for themselves. And that's where I strongly differ.

I like to surround myself with feelings of love and compassion. The satanic church isn't very good at that.

(Note: Talking about the satanic church. NOT devil worshippers that are two separate things.)