The world first has to collapse before the new can arrive and come into being. things will not be the same from here on in and until they settle. There is a resonance like the ripples on a pond where a stone has been thrown in, eventually they will reach the edges or just fade away. It depends how close we are to that epi-centre to feel it strongly or weakly, or if we even chose to or not, consciously or unconsciously.

Mayhap it is a "letting go of the EGO" . . . for myself it feels more like letting go of all that I have been and being emptied out to leave nothingness. Sometimes I drift aimless. Nothing tastes the same anymore. Sometimes it just feels dead. There is the feeling of being lost and alone. What comes next has not made itself known .