Yeah but then Sini.... I hate to say this but I was told off my "sources" (Who I know and care for personally), that once I was gone from this site for a year (I left just before you I think), her "Beauty inside and out" was not shown when she badmouthed me to just about everyone I knew on here (and to someone who plays a huge part in my and she should never have spoken to the party involved about me, it was none of her concern and that hurt when she butted in on my private life.) Now I know that I am no angel... Far from it in fact and I am not holding a grudge against her for things that were said about me on a personal level to the people involved but she was supposed to be my friend also and I really am dissapointed in what she told "Persons" about me. I trusted her and you know, when you tell people things on a personal level, they are not supposed to use that against you once you think the coast is clear. I am dissapointed but not suprised. The past however, is the past and alot of things have happened to me since then to make me realize that sometimes, you just have to forget about the petty things. Although Water has never once adressed me to see how I am or to catch up on what has happened in my life since we spoke last, I do know that Billy, in a way is correct in saying that she was de-oped because of reasons and well, although I would have liked her to explain what went wrong with her change of heart once sire made her a supermod on DF (as alot of us whined to Garg to make her a supermod, she did NOT do that on her own merit) as She was supporting the few of us before she was made a supermod then she turned on us but I never really wanted to badmouth her because I thought we were friends, and between us, I guess its much easier to ignore than just come forward and say something....